[font=Comic Sans MS]I HAVE ALWAYS HAD BAD LUCK WITH GUYS. THE FIRST GUY THAT I WAS WITH BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ME. THE SECOND ONE SLEPED WITH SOME BITCH HE MEET AT THE CLUB. I THOUGHT MY LUCK WAS GANA BE BETTER WHEN I GOT WITH THIS BALD HEAD, 22YEAR OLD, 6'6 FOOT, SALVADORIAN MAN. I HAD LIKED THIS GUY 4 SO LONG AND WE WERE FINELY 2GETHER. WE WENT OUT ALOT 3 PARTYS, CLUBS, KICKBACKS, MOVIES, DINNER, AND EVEN 2 SHOP. YEA I KNOW WE WERE CRAZY , BUT THERE WAS TIMES WHEN WE WERE NOT 2GETHER LIKE WHEN WE WERE AT EACH OTHERS HOUSE, JUST HAVING TIME WITH THE HOMIES, OR THE BATHROOM (LOL). EVERY ONE THOUGHT WE WERE MARRIED BCUZ WE WENT EVERY WERE 2GETHER. EVREY TIME ONE OF HIS FRIENDS SAW HIM AT A PARTY WITH OUT ME THEY WOULD TELL HIM, "OOOOOOOOO FOO I'M GANA TELL UR GIRL UR HERE WITH OUT HER." I WAS THERE WITH HIM WHEN HE WAS GOING THRU SOME BAD TIMES. HE DIDN'T HAVE A JOB AND I HELPED HIM WHEN HE NEED IT SOME THING. HE WAS IN A CAR RECK AND I WAS BY HIS SIDE THE HOLE TIME HE WAS AT THE HOSPITAL. HE HAD SICK AND HAD 2 BE RUSHED 2 THE HOSPITAL AND THERE I WAS AGENE BY HIS SIDE. HE GOT SHOT AND I WAS BY HIS SIDE AGENE AT THE HOSPITAL. HE WAS LOCKED UP AND I WAS WRITING HIM AND WENT 2 GO VISET HIM. I LOVED THIS GUY AND HE MEET EVERY THING 2 ME. THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE AND I WAS WILING 2 DO WHAT IT TAKES 2 KEEP HIM AND MAKE HIM HAPPY. THIS WAS THE FIRT GUY THAT I THOUGHT I WOULD TAKE A BULLET 4. WE WERE VERY HAPPY 2GETHER.............IN TILL AMONTH AGO HE FUCKED UP. HE SLEPT WITH SOME HOODRAT FROM THE CLICKA. I WAS WILING 2 FORGIVE HIM AND START UP AGENE, HE DIDN'T WANT 2. HE BROKE UP THAT DAY AND ALL OUR HOMIES COULDN'T BELIAVE WE WERE DONE. HIS BEST HOMIE CALLED ME A DAY AGO AND TOLD ME THAT MY EX GOT MY NAME TATTOOED AND IT SEAS, "MY ONE TRUE LOVE JACKY I LOVE U" I DON'T KNOW WHAT 2 DO I STILL LOVE HIM AND I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM. WHAT SHOULD I DO? HE'S THE ONE THAT PUSHED ME AWAY, THEN HE GOES AND TATTOOS MY NAME ON HIS BODY. I DON'T KNOW WHAT 2 DO I NEED HELP REALLY BAD. [/font]

You's only 19 though... you should be having fun, enjoying life, not taking relationships too seriously and not wanting to be tied down to anyone anyway. Life is too short.

What to do?! Are you serious?! ^^That's what you should be doing! Not waiting on someone who can't make up their mind or is out playing around. IMO

My advise? Grow a back bone and start making responsible desicions. God put you in this earth to be all you can be. You are young and beautiful and you have the world at your hands. Get an education make your own money and dont depend on anyone. Trust me, people are going to come in and out of your life, you will have many chances on loving again. Hey we all have dated a bad apple, it happends, but you learn and you live to make better choices.

I grew up on the bad side of life, and seen it all! And I know you can have players and users in all areas of life,not just the bad side. My advice is take your time and find "a nice sincere guy with a good heart that likes to work, and wants to take care of you."like Normies sez, your young and beautiful, so why you want to throw your life away on vatoS who in reality don't even care about themselves,much less about someone else? Believe me I grew up around some of these types of Locos,and they never change by themselves! Oh they may change for a little while,"to try and trick a person into believing them,"but usually they don't change for long,unless God changes them! Meanwhile cool innocent women like yourself get hurt,and are used and abused! Its not worth it. Sadly a lot of guys these days,are users and players and are always looking for a woman who they can take advantage of. They like for women to take care of them,haven't you noticed? Many times they aren't with a woman cause they love them,they are with them because they are pegados to the $$$ TIT! Ask yourself a a couple of questions,#1"If the guy who you were with, found out you won the lottery, how long would it be before he came running back to you,begging and swearing through his lying teeth,that hes completely in love with you?,"HELL YES! #2 If you ended up in an auto accident and were paralyzed for the rest of your life,with "NO INCOMING INCOME WHATSOEVER," would he take care of you the rest of your life?HELL NO! There are many of these type guys in life these days.They are called are wimps,and they pretend that they are these big bad macho men,so women won't realize that deep inside they are just like "little kids." Furthermore all the guys I know, and have known in life like that, are barely surviving in life, even 20,30,40 years later. And if it wasn't for the women that take care of them and that they take advantage of,they'd all be up shit creek! Do yourself a favor,find a better quality of man,you deserve it! He obviously doesn't deserve you, oh and don't let no tattoo fool you,sometimes a manipulator puts one on to have "an emotional link," between themselves and whoever they think they can still play, "Love Tattoos Don't Mean Nothing!" How many times you seen a guy with a Tattoo of one womans name, and he is making out with a woman with another name? Good luck,and take care!

iPedro wrote:You's only 19 though... you should be having fun, enjoying life, not taking relationships too seriously and not wanting to be tied down to anyone anyway. Life is too short.

:Clap: Yea, um, what Pedro said...live life....and be happy.......you don't need anyone right now, why not worry about SCHOOL, or something else and have fun with friends!

Normies wrote:My advise? Grow a back bone and start making responsible desicions. God put you in this earth to be all you can be. You are young and beautiful and you have the world at your hands. Get an education make your own money and dont depend on anyone. Trust me, people are going to come in and out of your life, you will have many chances on loving again. Hey we all have dated a bad apple, it happends, but you learn and you live to make better choices.

I agree with Normies. I've had a relationship that ended like that but I ended it. If I was that in love with somebody and I did all that I could and more to be there for them and keep them happy, and they turn around and do that shit to me... I wouldn't be able to forgive them enough to be in a relationship with them. It's not worth it. I know I'm not one to talk saying "You're young, you shouldn't be tied down now" and all that because I'm only 20 and I'm engaged, but because your so young you shouldn't be waiting to "figure out" just what to do with that vato. F*^k him!! Serio, you can do better. And bet you'll find someone even more fine lol but serio dont even trip on that foo it's not worth it in the long run.